I don't know what am I doing!?

1:34 AM, May 05, 2009

I was so rude to "him"! He just used some random harsh lines, like he does always! I was used to it. But why did I over react today? He didn't like it! He is not talking to me and I am showing no response to pamper his egotism. Why am I not? Why am I feeling gross about it, but not doing anything to make it better either. I know he's waiting for me to text apology but... :(

"Oh lord! Forgive me! For I don't know what am I doing!"

(contd.)